ေသလို႔ရတယ္ - Idiot

Thursday, 15 March 2012

Friday, 24 February 2012

  • My busy week.

    It's been pretty busy week. I am quite happy that it has ended. Since last weekend, I was struggling with the two tests that just took place on Wednesday and Friday. I did a quite good time management this time as I can actually finish studying all 8 chapters for this two tests! Last semester, it was all about bad time management and laziness that had kept me from studying early. Hehe.. Excuses! Despite the fact that I was studying all okay, I did lose some sleep and missed a class as I overslept and I could really blame my iPhone for that. The alarm was stuck and it just didn't go off. I wanted to keep 100% attendance until my boyfriend come back, now it's dropped!!

    Now, I'm feeling empty. Although I still need to study for upcoming tests in next month and two projects, I thought I am going to give myself a rest today and suddenly it all went so empty ~~ The thing I really need to do right now is to clean up my room. lol. It happens every time I study, the area within my rader is like exploded or something. Very messy. I showed the state of my room to my boyfriend yesterday and he was like... "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!" ... hehehehe. Promised him to clean up today but right now very sleepy and lazy to clean!!

    I thought I had enough sleep last night but I'm sleepy right now. So, I calculated the time of my sleep: finished studying around 1 AM, talked with my boyfriend until 4.30 AM so 4.30 AM to 9 AM.. It was like 4.30 hours. Does it call enough sleep? Some might say yes, some might say no, but tomorrow I know I'm definitely waking up around 12 AM. pleased

    Anyway, I hate the fact that my blog posts are lack of photos and pictures so I checked my phone whether if there is anything special I can share and all I have is this awful graph I drew during class!

    I was pretty pissed at that time as almost every lecturer want us to copy like all the time. They got a lot of notes all over the place and asking us to copy this and copy that like every 5 minutes. The worse is that they explain while they made us copy! Ok, firstly, it's already very hard to concentrate on what he's talking about, now that I have to copy and listen! Very annoying! So now I have no idea what I drew! lol and in the end, he said.. this stuffs is not in the exam, so......! $#&$*@#&$^&@#!! censored

    Plans, be as planned! Please.

Tuesday, 14 February 2012

  • Happy Valentine's Day

    Valentine's day is just another day for me. I'm not particularly against the idea of people celebrating it as I don't like people who keeps saying things like "Oh it's just an ordinary day for me" and probably inside feeling totally opposite.. who knows? lolx.

    As for me, there's nothing for me to look forward so yes, it's simple day for me. My boyfriend aka hubby doesn't even bother to know when is the date of Valentine's day, yeah well.. pity me? Honestly, I do wanna do something special with my beloved on this special day as I have never ever celebrated before in my life but, which one would be better? Everyday is Valentine's day or only once in a year? I chose everyday! Yep, as long as we love each other, it's Valentine's day everyday! Yea!

    So, how I celebrated my Valentine's day is that, I tried to sleep early last night which was also early morning of V-day and I ended up falling asleep at 4 am. FML. Woke up at 7.50 am and took shower and rushed to class which started at 8.30 am. Bambi was impatience as she said her class cannot be late and I fell asleep again after replying her message that I'm already awake. lolx. I managed to get to clementi bus-stop around 8.30 and was trying to locate ourselves a good spot to get on the bus and then I saw a shuttle bus coming to us. I thought it was Ngee-Ann Poly's shuttle bus, I was trying to shoo it away in my mind (actually I said it out). As it got closer, it wasn't labelled as Ngee-Ann, instead it was SIM. o.O SIM SHUTTLE BUS? Had to show SIM student card before getting on the bus though. And that is the most special thing that happened today! keke. It was only one-day service though. I guess me and Bambi were the only ones who was so excited to be on SIM shuttle bus. Hehehe. 

    Got school around 8.40 and today lesson was surprisingly interesting. The lecturer was so excited that he didn't realized he already over-taught us by 10 minutes. I was guessing he was giving us V-day present! lol. Then, had lunch with bambi at school and went to sixth floor to study and 2/3 of the time, we were talking! Got back to Clementi around 7 pm, went to Q at KFC for bambi's takeaway and after that Mos Burger! It's long time really no Mos Burger at all! I just told myself to diet yesterday and today ... fries.. geezz!

    After eating, rushed to home cuz I really couldn't bear any longer and wanna call my hubby already. He's on trip to Bagan so I have to call him, can't Tango at night. The moment I heard his voice, everything is just so peaceful. *hug hug*. One more night and I can tango with him again. :)

    Gonna call him again soon and sleep early tonight. So sleepy. -_- .. Long time no write here so feel like writing what I did this V-day. Haha Just feel like I also should write something about V-day since everyone is talking about how special or un-special their V-day is.

Wednesday, 18 January 2012

  • To whom it may concern

    Dear selfish bastards,

    You are not the only selfish person alive. I am selfish too. But there were times where we made your life easier and happier, because we took our responsibilities and we stepped back. We helped you by sacrificing our needs and wants at times, we suffered the opportunity costs. You think that was easy? No, dude.. you dunno it until you are doing it yourself. When our responsibilities and problems become your responsibilities and problems, you complain like a bitch and cry like a girl, yell for mama for help! You selfish bastard!

    I don't expect anything back in return, I don't ask for any special help but at least don't make problem out of the same thing which we let you do it your way in the past. There's always a cost for everything, there's no free lunch.. you know? We bore that costs for you just out of goodwill and so even if you don't want to bear it for us, ask nicely!

Friday, 06 January 2012

  • Jumpy!

    Well, i need to grow up. I know!!! Just a bit pity that I am missing all the fun I should be having at this age... Erm.. Scarcity is really a pain in the ass. Although I know what I am saying may not make sense to most people.. But still I think I need to grow up. I thought I was mature enough for my age.. May be I am wrong.. I was even talking about how we only age older and not mentally getting older with Hannie.. She said this is probably peter pan symdrome.. Erm.. I guess I have to research further on that. I still feel like I am no different from when I was 14. Still childish as hell and probably also hard to communicate with.. I dunno. The problem is that I am not ready yet.. I dont wanna grow up yet but there is this need for me to grow up already! Its driving me crazy!! Despite all this, I love to tell people that Im 21 instead of 20. Im in 21 but not yet and I just feel good to be 21. Lol.. Excited about the fact that I can finally go and tour the Singapore casino. I wouldnt play though, I dont want to risk my money which is likely to lose just for nothing! This is just a contradicting post I am writing from my bed via my iPhone cuz I am too lazy to sleep right now and feel like writing... Anything that came into my mind. I hate the fact that I dont write much anymore and I dunno what to write.. Its crazy!! Ah... It just reminded me about the essays i wrote when i was young. My dad showed it to me when I went back.. I just realize why i write so much as i grew up (physically) ... I wrote even when I was so little!! Too bad that I cant be a famous writer like JK rowling.. If so, I would be rich already! Hehehe... Ah.. These small keys and screeen!! I want ipaddd!!! Wahhhh!!!!

Wednesday, 04 January 2012

  • "I know you are not."

    This icon had been one of my favorites about 3 years ago because it truly represents what I used to feel inside.

    And I bet this is the newer version for the above icon and it reminds me of the icon above. I am very thankful and grateful that I have finally found my most wanted "someone" who always know when something is not right with me. He enable me to erase my favorite icon out of the list. Because he would know from my face expression, my voice that I am something wrong. When he asks, sometimes I just dun wanna talk about it so I said "Nothing." or "I'm alright". He would just say.. "Don't lie, I know you are not." And keeps on asking me what is wrong until I finally tell him.

    <3

Saturday, 31 December 2011

  • Me, Him and Yangon

    I miss my boyfriend!

    ခ်စ္သူနဲ႔ ေ၀းေနရတဲ႔ ဘ၀မ်ိဳးၾကီးမလိုခ်င္ပါဘူး။ ဒါေပမယ္႔လည္း ခြဲရမဲ႔အခ်ိန္မွာ ခြဲရမဲ႔ ကံပါလာေတာ႔လည္း အလြမ္းေတြနဲ႔ သူ႔ကိုအေ၀းကေနခ်စ္ရမွာေပါ႔။ သူေျပာခဲ႔တဲ႔စကားေတြက အားျဖစ္ေစခဲ႔တယ္။ သူေဘးမွာမရွိေပးႏုိင္ေသးတဲ႔ အခ်ိန္မွာသူ႔အခ်စ္ေတြနဲ႔ေနႏုိင္ဖို႔ ခံႏိုင္ရည္ရွိဖို႔ အားေတြေပးခဲ႔တယ္။ အရမ္းခ်စ္တာတဲ႔.. သူခံစားခ်က္အျပည့္နဲ႔ေျပာတဲ႔အခါ .. ရင္ထဲကနစ္ေနေအာင္ ယံုၾကည္မိတာ။ ခ်စ္သူ.. ရွင့္အျပင္.. မည္သူကိုမွ ကစ္တီမခ်စ္ႏုိင္ပါ။ 

    Me, My love, and Yangon

    ကစ္တီ၏ခ်စ္ေယာက္ေယာက္နဲ႔ ဘုရားတူတူသြားခဲ႔တယ္။ ကစ္တီတို႔ေမြးေန႔နံေထာင့္မွာ ပန္းလွဴတယ္၊ ေရႏွင့္ဆီမီးလည္းကပ္ခဲ႔တယ္.. ျပီးေတာ႔ ဘုရားေလးဆူမွာ ကန္ေတာ႔ခဲ႔တယ္။ ဓါတ္ပံုေတြလည္းရုိက္ခဲ႔တယ္။ အရမ္းစိတ္ခ်မ္းသာဖို႔ေကာင္းတယ္။ အားလံုးျပီးသြားတဲ႔အခ်ိန္မွာ ဗိုက္ဆာတဲ႔လူကဆာ၊ ေရဆာတဲ႔လူကဆာနဲ႔ .. ကင္မရာမန္းေတြကိုေမးၾကည့္ေတာ႔ ေတာင္ဘက္မုတ္ ကေနဆင္းရင္ စားေသာက္ဆိုင္ေတြရွိတယ္တဲ႔။ ကစ္တီတို႔တက္ခဲ႔တာ ေျမာက္ဘက္မုတ္ကဆိုေတာ႔ အဲဒီကပန္းဆိုင္မွာ ဖိနပ္ေတြအပ္ခဲ႔တာ။ ထင္တာေတာ႔ စားေသာက္ဆုိင္ေတြက လမ္းမဖက္မေရာက္ေလာက္ဘူးထင္ျပီး ဖိနပ္ျပီးမွယူမယ္ဆိုျပီး ေတာက္ဘက္မုတ္ကဆင္း၊ တစ္၀က္ေလာက္က်မွ အျပင္မွာမွန္းသိေတာ႔ မထူးပါဘူးေလ.. ဖိနပ္ျပန္သြားယူမယ္ဆိုျပီး ေျမာက္ဖက္ကိုျပန္သြားတာနဲ႔ပဲ.. ေမာဟိုက္ေနေတာ႔တယ္။

     

     

    ေျမာက္ဖက္အထိ သြားျပီးမွေတာ႔ ေတာင္ဖက္ထပ္မသြားေတာ႔ဘူး။ မဟုတ္ရင္ ေတာင္သြားလိုက္၊ ေျမာက္သြားလိုက္နဲ႔ ဗိုက္မ၀ပဲ ၀ိတ္ပဲက်ေတာ႔မယ္။ ဟီးဟီး.. ေျမာက္ဖက္က ပန္းဆိုင္က အမကိုေမးၾကည့္ေတာ႔ ေျမာက္ဖက္မွာလည္း ဆိုင္ရွိပါတယ္တဲ႔။ ဒါနဲ႔ေျမာက္ဖက္ကပဲ ဆင္းလိုက္ေတာ႔တယ္..။ ေအာက္ေရာက္ေတာ႔ ေရွ့တည့္တည့္မွာ Happy World။ အဲဒီနားမွာ စားစရာေတြေတာ႔ ရွိတယ္..။ ဒါနဲ႔လမ္းကူးမယ္ေပါ႔..။ မီးပြိဳင့္က ျမင္းက်ားကိုေရာက္ေတာ႔ လမ္းမကလည္းၾကီး.. ကားေတြကလည္း ရႈ႔ပ္နဲ႔.. လမ္းကူးရမွာ ကစ္တီေၾကာက္လာတယ္။ ရန္ကုန္ကို ၅ႏွစ္အတြင္း ပထမတစ္ေခါက္ျပန္တဲ႔ ေယာက္ေယာက္ကို လွမ္းေမးလိုက္တယ္.. လမ္းကူးတတ္လားလို႔.. လူကူးမီးပိြဳင့္လည္း ရွိဘူးလို႔။ သူကလည္း ရိုးသားစြာျပန္ေျဖတယ္.. မကူးတတ္ဘူးတဲ႔။ လာ.. သူမ်ားေနာက္လိုက္မယ္ဆိုျပီး.. သူမ်ားေတြကူးတုန္း လိုက္ကူးလိုက္ေတာ႔လည္း.. ေရာက္သြားတာပဲ။ ခ်စ္သူနဲ႔ မထမဆံုး ျမန္မာျပည္မွာ လမ္းကူးျခင္း။ ဟီး.. ။

    ဟိုဖက္ေရာက္ေတာ႔ Happy World အ၀မွာ Internet ဆိုင္တစ္ဆုိုင္ရွိတယ္။ အဲဒီဆိုင္ေဘးမွာ စားစရာဆုိင္ေလးတစ္ခုရွိတယ္..။ လြယ္လြယ္ကူကူတစ္ခုေလာက္ စားလို႔ရရင္ေက်နပ္ပါျပီေပါ႔။ ညေနက် မိသားသားက hotpot ေကၽြးဦးမွာဆိုေတာ႔ မစားႏုိင္ရင္ စိတ္ဆိုးသြားမွာဆိုးလို႔ ဗိုက္ခ်န္ရေသးတယ္။ ဟီးဟီး.. မီးရွည္တစ္ပဲြမွာျပီး အဲဒီမွာ စကားေတြ ထုိင္ေျပာရင္း ၾကာသြားခဲ႔တယ္။ ျပီးေတာ႔ အဲဒီထဲမွာပဲ ဟုိေလွ်ာက္ၾကည့္၊ ဒီေလွ်ာက္ၾကည့္ေပါ႔။

    ညေနပိုင္းေရာက္ေတာ႔ ရွင္ေစာပုလမ္းထဲက ေရႊျမိဳ႔ေတာ္က fighting ball စားခ်င္တဲ႔ ေယာက္ေယာက္ကို အေဖာ္လိုက္လုပ္ေပးတယ္။ ၀မ္းနည္းစရာက.. မရွိေတာ႔ဘူးတဲ႔။ ဒါနဲ႔သူဆိတ္ဦးေႏွာက္နဲ႔ တင္းတိမ္ခဲ႔ရတာ။ ဟီးဟီး...။ အဲဒီကျပီးတာနဲ႔ Citymart ကိုလမ္းဆက္ေလွ်ာက္သြားျပီး သားသားတို႔အတြဲနဲ႔ Suki Express မွာေတြ႔ခဲ႔တယ္။ ေပ်ာ္စရာ စားပြဲေလးတစ္ခုျဖစ္ခဲ႔တယ္..။ ဟိုအတြဲကလည္း ခဏ၊ ခဏ ယဲဒယာေခ်တာပဲ..။ Forehead kiss, cheek kiss, nose kiss and lip kiss အစံု၊ အစံု..။ ဖြတယ္လို႔ မထင္ပါနဲ႔.. ခ်စ္သားသားရယ္..။ တကယ္ေတာ႔လည္း.. ဖြတာပါ။ စိတ္မေကာင္းတာက.. အဲဒီ႔အခ်ိန္မွာသူတို႔နဲ႔ ဓါတ္ပံုေလးေတြ ရုိက္ခဲ႔ရဘူး..ဟင့္။ စားျပီးေသာက္ျပီး မိသားသားႏွင့္သူ၏ဘဲဘဲေလး ကကစ္တီနဲ႔ ကစ္တီ႔ေယာက္ေယာက္ကို အိမ္လိုက္ပို႔ၾကတယ္။ အဲဒီ႔အတြက္ အရမ္းေက်းဇူးတင္တာပါရွင္...။

    ေရႊျမိဳ႔ေတာ္ကဆိတ္ဦးေႏွာက္နဲ႔......

    အိမ္ေရွ့ေရာက္ေတာ႔ ေျခလွမ္းေတြက အိမ္ထဲကိုသြားဖုိ႔ မၾကြခ်င္ေတာ႔ဘူး။ လြမ္းျပီးက်န္ခဲ႔တဲ႔စိတ္ၾကီးကိုမၾကိဳက္ဘူး။ Tradition အတိုင္း အိမ္ျပန္ခ်ိန္မွာ မျပန္ခ်င္ဘူးဆိုျပီး သူ႔ကိုဂ်ီက်ခဲ႔တယ္။ Tradition ကိုလိုက္စားတာေတာ႔မဟုတ္ပါဘူး။ အိမ္မျပန္ခ်င္ဘူးလို႔ ေျပာျပီးမွ.. သူကေျပာတယ္.. ဇာတ္လမ္းစျပီတဲ႔။ အဟဲ.. အဲဒီ႔က်မွ သတိထားမိတာ..။

    ခိုးထြက္ရတာေတာင္ ဒီလိုေပ်ာ္ဖို႔ေကာင္းရင္ လူသိရွင္ၾကားထြက္ရရင္ ပိုေပ်ာ္ဖို႔ေကာင္းမွာေပါ႔ေနာ္။ ခိုးထြက္တယ္ဆိုေပမယ္႔လည္းဘုရားကို papa လုိက္ပို႔တာပါ..။ papa ကေတာင္ေျပာေသးတယ္.. ညည္းတို႔ကဟုတ္ေသးပါဘူးတဲ႔။ သမီးရည္းစားခ်ိန္းေတြ႔တာ အေဖ၊ အေမေတြလိုက္ပို႔ေနရတယ္တဲ႔။ ဟီးဟီး... သူ႔ကိုလည္းသူ႔ mommy လိုက္ပို႔တာကိုး။

    Happy 2012!

    Hope the world doesn't end in 2012 because I wanna live forever with my hubby!

     

Friday, 23 December 2011

  • Dear rainbow, I miss you.

    Now that first phase is completed, finished, gone! Probably the first phase was the easiest phase to be in.

    I thought second phase would be better, yet it turned out quite different from what I expected. Well, it should be. Nothing is easy, yeah?

    Third phase is starting soon and it might be the ugliest phase ever but after it is over, I can see rainbow again. That is the only strength and the only motivation right now for me.

    I just wish my rainbow is coming to me sooner than I think and hope.

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    • Name: Kitty
    • Location: Yangon, Myanmar
    • Birthday: 4/2/1991
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 10/23/2004
Love is impossible to measure
But I am dying to treasure
Cuz you are my eternal pleasure.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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FOR NON-XANGANS!

As Chatboard is not available for non-Xangans and I can't put cbox in this new theme, I would like my non-Xangan friends to hit the "comment" button at the end of blog-post, if you would like to drop some lines! Thanks! ^^

My Wishlist

+ Someone who can help me escape the online life and give me a real life.
+ A boyfriend to go Vivo City and play water. Keke <3
+ Go skiing ~ may be Snow City for now ^^
+ More and more of hoodies!! <3

About Me

  • I am Kitty Yang! =P

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